Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Claires announcement

This announcement won’t come as a surprise from fans of the blog because I’ve done this a number of times. Claire’s quitting because of someone not liking my caps, Claire’s been kicked from the blog, Claire’s quitting because she is depressed. I’m sure you are all very tired of it and I’m even more sure those of you reading this are annoyed at me because I’m getting in the way of your precious “alone time”. The simple fact and short story of this is every time I quit/got kicked has been for the one reason mostly. Courtney, although for different reasons slightly each time it comes down to a mater of friendship. I have a problem that my close friends in real life know, I’m the type of person that pushes people away mainly due to the fact I feel I’m a bad person that really doesn’t deserve friends or I don’t want to drag people down into my problems. My friends amazingly can deal with this when I have bad days etc. But the difference is between them and Courtney is they see me as a friend, Courtney doesn’t. It’s become apparent to me that Courtney doesn’t see me as this, more as a worker. One of her many little underlings that work for her. Call me shallow but I’m the kind of person that needs to feel a level of love, a sense of being wanted. This revelation has come from many things. Being lied too (fake pictures and names), sending things but receiving nothing back. Not ever being told well done, never once being complimented(in fact several times being insulted for various reasons), not even being trusted enough to know someones name or what they look like. Now I can accept this, and have for over a year now. What’s different is I have recently found out I’m unique in the fact that it’s just me who gets treated this way by Courtney. And I won’t lie that hurt deeply, to find out that someone you count as a close friend, would count you as stranger. This whole situation has led me to not be able to continue my work on this blog, and possibly anywhere. I’m truly sorry to the handful of people that might miss me or my caps but I hope you understand that due to the type of person I am I can’t work with or for someone like Courtney. I mean no disrespect to her by that but as you can see it doesn’t work for me. Sorry if I repeated my self a few times and sorry for wasting your time with things you don’t care about but I felt like for once I should say the truth of why I am leaving.

If you want too say goodbye,tell me to shut up,complain about no cap or say anything feel free to in the comments below I will respond to them all.
Regards, Claire Bear

12 comments:

  1. Hi Claire, I hope you find a place and motivation to post again in the future but either way good luck with your life and thank you for your work!

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    1. Hey, I do as well and who knows I might start capping again. Thanks very much for the kind words.

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  2. So sorry to hear. I thought the dynamics of this site worked well and that, while each writer was distinctly different, each writer made a distinct contribution as well.

    Making decisions while you have been hurt, depressed, or angry is not always a good idea. While in these states your perception is altered and trivial matters may become amplified, taking on a higher meaning than what is actually so. Be careful.

    That being said, getting out of a toxic or manipulative relationship is better done sooner than later.

    Best wishes for you, yours, and those who love you

    Kryssi

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    1. I agree, all the cappers do have there own angle, but mine weren't that good so it's no big loss :) Again I agree making any decision while not thinking clearly is a bad idea however as you said I really do need to distance myself from a certain toxic and manipulative individual. Thanks Kryssi.

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  3. Be strong and take care of yourself, and as you said remember you have people who love you. So turn to them to help you get back your fire.

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    1. I will, don't worry about me :) As for getting back my fire I assume you mean capping, which in all likelihood I will start again at some point.

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  4. : ( I'm sad. Hope all goes well for you.

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    1. Me too, and thanks I wish the same for you.

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  5. As others, so sorry to hear. You have to be strong to post to begin with, so keep on and hope to see you post again.

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    1. Posting can be a daunting thing at first but it gets easier and I most likely will look for me on tumblr etc for any activity. Thanks for the comment

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  6. Good luck on your new enterprises. Your captions and you will be missed

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    1. Thank you it means a lot, however I have decided.....Well...here ya go http://clairescleancaps.blogspot.co.uk/

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