This announcement won’t come as a surprise from fans of the
blog because I’ve done this a number of times. Claire’s quitting because
of someone not liking my caps, Claire’s been kicked from the blog,
Claire’s quitting because she is depressed. I’m sure you are all very
tired of it and I’m even more sure those of you reading this are annoyed
at me because I’m getting in the way of your precious “alone time”. The
simple fact and short story of this is every time I quit/got kicked has
been for the one reason mostly. Courtney, although for different
reasons slightly each time it comes down to a mater of friendship. I
have a problem that my close friends in real life know, I’m the type of
person that pushes people away mainly due to the fact I feel I’m a bad
person that really doesn’t deserve friends or I don’t want to drag
people down into my problems. My friends amazingly can deal with this
when I have bad days etc. But the difference is between them and
Courtney is they see me as a friend, Courtney doesn’t. It’s become
apparent to me that Courtney doesn’t see me as this, more as a worker.
One of her many little underlings that work for her. Call me shallow but
I’m the kind of person that needs to feel a level of love, a sense of
being wanted. This revelation has come from many things. Being lied too
(fake pictures and names), sending things but receiving nothing back.
Not ever being told well done, never once being complimented(in fact
several times being insulted for various reasons), not even being
trusted enough to know someones name or what they look like. Now I can
accept this, and have for over a year now. What’s different is I have
recently found out I’m unique in the fact that it’s just me who gets
treated this way by Courtney. And I won’t lie that hurt deeply, to find
out that someone you count as a close friend, would count you as
stranger. This whole situation has led me to not be able to continue my
work on this blog, and possibly anywhere. I’m truly sorry to the handful
of people that might miss me or my caps but I hope you understand that
due to the type of person I am I can’t work with or for someone like
Courtney. I mean no disrespect to her by that but as you can see it
doesn’t work for me. Sorry if I repeated my self a few times and sorry
for wasting your time with things you don’t care about but I felt like
for once I should say the truth of why I am leaving.
If you want too say goodbye,tell me to shut up,complain about no cap
or say anything feel free to in the comments below I will respond to
them all.
Regards, Claire Bear
Hi Claire, I hope you find a place and motivation to post again in the future but either way good luck with your life and thank you for your work!
So sorry to hear. I thought the dynamics of this site worked well and that, while each writer was distinctly different, each writer made a distinct contribution as well.
Making decisions while you have been hurt, depressed, or angry is not always a good idea. While in these states your perception is altered and trivial matters may become amplified, taking on a higher meaning than what is actually so. Be careful.
That being said, getting out of a toxic or manipulative relationship is better done sooner than later.
Best wishes for you, yours, and those who love you
Kryssi
Be strong and take care of yourself, and as you said remember you have people who love you. So turn to them to help you get back your fire.
: ( I'm sad. Hope all goes well for you.
As others, so sorry to hear. You have to be strong to post to begin with, so keep on and hope to see you post again.
Hey, I do as well and who knows I might start capping again. Thanks very much for the kind words.
I agree, all the cappers do have there own angle, but mine weren't that good so it's no big loss :) Again I agree making any decision while not thinking clearly is a bad idea however as you said I really do need to distance myself from a certain toxic and manipulative individual. Thanks Kryssi.
I will, don't worry about me :) As for getting back my fire I assume you mean capping, which in all likelihood I will start again at some point.
Me too, and thanks I wish the same for you.
Posting can be a daunting thing at first but it gets easier and I most likely will look for me on tumblr etc for any activity. Thanks for the comment
Good luck on your new enterprises. Your captions and you will be missed
Thank you it means a lot, however I have decided.....Well...here ya go http://clairescleancaps.blogspot.co.uk/
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